Am I a really bad person? I feel AWFUL!?

Every year, my homeschool group puts on a play with about 20-30 homeschooled studnets. This year, we're doing Macbeth, and I got Lady Macbeth. One of my best friend, as fate would have it, got Macbeth. We had practice on tuesday, and it was really akward with blocking because I'm suppoed to be "all over him" as the diractor said. Well, his nasty girlfriend (a href="http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=An2eSScMOdafWOpIEu6o70Dsy6IX;_ylv=3?qid=20090509065544AAxJGDL)"http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index;…/a is in it, with a small part. She wasn't there on tuesday, but was there last night, and last night, since I don't like her and I know it made her jealous that we have to be all lovey doney in some scences, it seemed easier to hug him on stage.... I feel really bad about it though... Am I bad person?